Oh I can’t believe that you are gone? Why now? Why so soon?
It’ll take a long time for me to accept that you will no longer be there with me. Look at our lives Tai, how it’s been apart and the together and then apart again. I can’t imagine that the next time I’ll ever be able to see you, is when I breathe my last breath on earth. I can’t believe that you no longer breathe. You are not alive Tai, you are not alive…..
It’s so surreal, everything. Who would’ve thought the most beautiful of people would be the first to leave, who would’ve thought???
Truly, God’s beauty and love chased after you every day of your life,
And now you are back home in the house of God for the rest of your life. Psalm 23 The Message.
When you died, I died too. And from then God has been living my life for me, I’m no longer living. I’m not happy, I’m joyful.